Don't know what to do...

It's strange, I'm finally in a relationship, but it's not what I thought it was going to be. I guess because I expected my guy to....be more affectionate like I am, but he isn't and I don't know what to do. He's a good guy and all, but....I guess I had high expectations because this is my first "serious" one. He told me that in the stage that he is in his life, he wants to be serious, but I guess I had a different interpretation of it. Jason is a beautiful man and I'm lucky to have him, but it seems like I'm putting a whole lot more than he's putting into it. Maybe I need to stop spending more time with him. I've been over almost every day, but maybe some time apart would be healthy. It's all confusing because I do reflect a lot into this and different scenarios pops into my head. That's a thing that I sometimes don't like about myself, I'm a dreamer, I'm a reflector, I'm a thinker, and sometimes I think that may get me into trouble some day. It adds a lot of stress and unneeded drama within myself and with my friends. I tell my friends a lot of what's going on in my life, and I feel like they don't need MY drama affecting their lives.

Dreading Next Week

ACK! I have 2 exams and a paper due next week, sigh. I have sooooooooooooooo much reading to do with my cultural anthropology class, it's not funny. I told my boyfriend that I'm going to have to neglect him this weekend.
Well, I know that some of you'll know my Valentine's Day drama, but it's all better now. I decided not to spend the night on Wednesday. He couldn't sleep, so we ended up chatting online, being able to say what I wanted to say and ask. It went well and now I'm back at his place. It's horrible, for the past 11 days, I've only slept in my own bed once during that time frame, hehe. I'm really falling for him.

Jason, 24 yo, my boyfriend, met online by chatting, but I asked him on a date (Rocky Horror at Alamo Drafthouse 5Feb05). I HEART JASON S.